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Thursday, August 9th, 2007

Subject:It’s commonness does not decry the haunted, hunted, painful cry that my heart makes for you...
Time:4:55 am.
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I've been thinking alot about it latey, and I've come the strange realization that ther term "love" is thrown around a bit too much in this day and age.

Don't get me wrong, there are many definitions of love in the world. There's the love between a family, the unconditional love that helps your psyche devlope. The love between best friends that expresses a closeness beyond mere friendship.

But the love I'm talking about is bigger then family and friendship. I'm meaning the love between two people that is based solely on emotion. I remember growing up believing that love was the most rare and scared bond that people could feel. It was the reason wars were faught, people died for, people killed for it. And now it seems that the term "love" has lost it's sactity.

My friends always talk about how they're "in love" with their boyfriend/girlfriend, and I feel weird hearing about it, because it always seems kind of petty. Don't get me wrong, I believe that love can reveal itself to to people in highschool, but it's the sudden surge in number of people that think they're in love that makes me worried about the youth of our nation.

The way I always imagine it, love is like chicken pox. you can only get it once and it can expose itself to you at any age. But really, once you get it, you grow immune to it, so chicken pox (in some form) is with you forever. But only after to catch it.

I believe you can only fall in love once. A person can only feel that sheer, powerful, anadulterated love for one person... forever. And you can tell yourself that your in love because you have strong feelings for a person, but really, look at it from every angle, and you'll just know that's what it is. You shouldn't need to tell yourself you're in love, because that just means your not...

I used to think I was in love. And for a while I thought I had just "fallen out of love." But if love is this indescribable feeling, then how could it just stop? how could your reason to fight just stop? Now, I am blessed for feeling the way I felt about him. But in hind sight, it wasn't love, and I am mature enough to admit that I won't be in love for a long time. And I greatly look forward to the day when I can say with 100% certainty that I am in love.

Just think about it next time you tell someone you love them.

~Meebz~
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Wednesday, July 4th, 2007

Subject:happy 4th
Time:12:37 pm.
Be a patriot! Set off some fireworks (invented by the Chinese) and watch the beautiful red, white, and blue sparks (the colors of the majestic French flag) burn small holes into your homeland. While you do it, you can sing one of the many patriot songs about America (set to a British pub songs). Now that's American!
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Wednesday, March 28th, 2007

Subject:Dark side of the universe
Time:3:52 pm.
Question question for you all: What is friendship?

Comment here, email me, AIM, call my cell, or whatever ... but I'd like to know.
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Monday, February 5th, 2007

Subject:Gah!!
Time:10:13 am.
So, i've been kinda sick the last few days. Just a headache and runny nose. Nothing major. So then I wake up Saturday and I can barely talk. I hurt like hell. Now that's been coming and going since then.

I normally dont talk alot, but not being able to pisses me off. Hence why I've been posting more stuff and asking people weird questions in the dead of night over AIM.

Pretty soon i'm going to have to start making those Wile E Coyote signs and carry them with me. Which will really suck since we're at like -30 something wind chill

I miss my voice ...
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Thursday, December 21st, 2006

Time:2:44 pm.
I'm home now. I'm sore and hungry, but home. I have a new phone number while I'm in town. (612)-239-4727. I dont really care who you pass it to since it will change again when I leave town.
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Wednesday, December 6th, 2006

Subject:Help, please
Time:1:25 pm.
Anyone want to help me with a problem? My dad is doing a trade show in Jan. He would like some sort of game to show the different equitment he is presenting. My dad is looking something close to Scorch 3D but for Navy instead of army. The people who work with my dad said they could modify the programming slightly for too much money. I was then asked to find a cheaper way. I am looking for something close to Ace Combat (again for naval battle and not air battles). Any ideas or games (video or computer) that might work?

Here's how it was explained to me. In Scorch 3d you have a stationary launcher firing at a target. You adjust your aim with things like the power behind it, the altitude, and things like that in order to hit the target for points. I'm looking for something close to that but for naval guns/ships instead of stationary ones. Things such as 2 (or more) boats trying to sink each other, 2 (or more) boats trying to hit more targets before time runs out, 2 (or more) boats trying to hit a target first, etc., etc. The number of players doesn't matter. Video games would be easier to set up, but computer games may be easier to find/make. Either option will work though.
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Tuesday, September 19th, 2006

Time:11:36 am.
First off ...





Which FF Character Are You?


(-): My weekend sucked. I got almost no sleep what so ever. I got no homework done. And i got sick off it to boot. Just a cold, but it still annoyes me. I need to buy some $50 or they wont let me do laundry here. I'm COLD!! I still have to read that stupid play for theatre class. My downloads arent moving at all. I set off the smoke detector and had campus security laughing at me. It's talk like a pirate day and no one is doing it here. I dont know enough pirate-sounding words. Too sick to do a decent accent either.

(+): I find it funny how I'm not even in the same game as the rest of you. I remade all of my magic decks for the game tonight. I did get to see the sunrise twice in a row. I borrowed a good CD. The held the Officer elections and not only am I not president, i'm not even a officer. I am enjoying my psych and chem class. I started Witch Hunter Robin (thank you pheonix7284).
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Saturday, January 21st, 2006

Subject:Belated New Year's resolutions
Time:3:03 pm.
Mood: confused.
Yay for white lies!! except not. See ya folks, I'm headed back to school. Overall I had a great time and I thank all of you who made it possible. This last week may have sucked, but I learned alot. I'm going to stop doing as many mass gathering things. My friends dont get along well enough with each other to make it work as well. Going to stop chasing after people who dont want to see me. This may sound cruel and that I'm being antisocial but I'm not really. The people who don't want to see dont have to bother lying to me so they can get out of it and I can be a better friend to those who return that friendship back. Seems fair to me. But, I'll probably break this resolution like I do every year so who knows...

Anyway, you guys know how to find me if you need anything, and if you need contact info reply back to this and I'll get it to you.
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Monday, December 19th, 2005

Subject:Ka-BLAM!!!
Time:10:33 pm.
Ok ok Folks,

I'm in town for a while this time and I wanna hang out with people. So let me know when you are free or when you are planning stuff and I will do the same. I will try to post my schedule here weekly or so. The best way to get a hold of me is to send a text message to my phone. I'm not avoiding my house like I usially do, but it's still easier. If you are going to call my house, my great-grand-mother will probably pick up. That should be all for communication things... this weeks schedule...



  • Tuesday:Irondale's Seniors to Seniors concert @ 11:00, Church rehersal @ (sometime in the evening), Visiting people @ (any other time after 9am)

  • Wednesday: Santa day shopping in the morning, staying home the rest of the day (unless something comes up)

  • Thursday:Roaming Irondale @ 10:34, Church Rehersal @ (sometime in the evening)

  • friday: Uo's Exalted Game @ 2:00, Church @ 6:00


That's all the formal things I can think of. I'll post more stuff when I know more. And before I go, messages for people....Uo - Is that the right time for the game? Kyoko - Can you get me more info for your game, if you're still doing it? Jackie - Are we doing the last 2 games or are we waiting?

Night folks
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Wednesday, November 30th, 2005

Subject:I like Science
Time:3:56 pm.
Mood: entertained.
The following is supposedly an actual question given on a University of
Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so profound that
the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course,
why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well.

Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs
heat)?

Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools
when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student,
however, wrote the following:

First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to
know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they
are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell,
it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving.

As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different Religions
that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that if you are
not a member of their religion, you will go to Hell. Since there is more than
one of these religions and since people do not belong to more than one
religion, we can project that all souls go to Hell. With birth and death rates
as they are, we can expect the number of souls in Hell to increase
exponentially.

Now, we look at the rate of change of the volume in Hell because Boyle's Law
states that in order for the temperature and pressure in Hell to stay the same,
the volume of Hell has to expand proportionately as souls are added. This gives
two possibilities:


If Hell is expanding at a slower rate than the rate at which souls enter Hell,
then the temperature and pressure in Hell will increase until all Hell breaks
loose.
If Hell is expanding at a rate faster than the increase of souls in Hell, then
the temperature and pressure will drop until Hell freezes over.
So which is it?

If we accept the postulate given to me by Teresa during my Freshman year that,
"It will be a cold day in Hell before I sleep with you", and take into account
the fact that I slept with her last night, then number 2 must be true, and thus
I am sure that Hell is exothermic and has already frozen over.

The corollary of this theory is that---since Hell has frozen over, it follows
that it is not accepting any more souls and is therefore, extinct...leaving
only Heaven, thereby proving the existence of a divine being which explains
why, last night, Teresa kept shouting "Oh my God."

THIS STUDENT RECEIVED THE ONLY "A"
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Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005

Subject:Family Tree Madness
Time:11:13 am.
Mood: Entertained.
Ok folks, after hours of writing and design, there is a new copy of the family tree for viewing. The link is probably down towards the bottom. As last time this tree has the anime names I gave you instead of your real ones. I did make a copy with people's real names on it. If you can find it you're welcome to it (don't you love scanvenger hunts ^.^). Since I know for a fact people wont remember their names (or will want to know the names of other people around them) you can Email me at draconicpheonix999@hotmail.com or CountD@aim.com (those are the fastest ways to reach me, except by phone).

http://www.geocities.com/lostvampire999/tree.html

Have fun kids!!
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Sunday, October 9th, 2005

Subject:Hey
Time:11:04 am.
It is now with great sadness that I most inform that I, Soujiro999, have passed on my title as pimp over to another )Please treat him as you have treated me.
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Tuesday, September 27th, 2005

Subject:Random Entry
Time:12:23 am.
Mood: Not Sure.
Ok so here I am. Most of today was awesome beyond words but it ended kinda anti-climaticly. But let me get on with my rants for now.

1) My chemistry test went excellent. I stand by my reasoning that the best way to study for a test is to relaxing and cheer yourself up to a point where you don't even how you do. Admittedly that's alot harder when you don't think you're doing well in the class, but that is the best way, I assure you.
2) I forgot how boring it is online when no one is here or no one wants to talk. Boring and lonely. I miss you guys....
3) The people running the internet at the dorms are bastards. Ok, last year I signed up for the dorm interent (called ResNET). It costed $25 for 4 years. So i've been going there and using the internet sometimes and only about half of the plugs will work. I went to ask the tech assistance about it. Because I don't live there, I'm not suppose to use the internet. You know what? I paid my money to get 4 years, and that's what I want. I could live in freakin' Costa Rica and show up every other weekend to use the internet, because I paided for it. At least they could have been nice about it instead of "wait, you don't have a room here? ResNET is only for people who live here".
4)Trying to decide if I wanna go trick or treating this year or no. Last year really sucked.

That's about it for now. Drop me a line if you get bored. Till next time.....



You remember a life you never had, one that cannot be yours. You are the peice that doesn't fit, you don't belong in this game. The boardhas been knocked over, you shall be swept away....

After all there is nothing but fear reflected in your sword. When you dodge "I'm afraid of getting cut". When you attack "I'm afraid of cutting someone". Even when you try to protect someone "I'm afraid of letting them die". Yes, your sword speaks to me only of absurd fear. That's not it. What's necessary in a fight isn't fear. Nothing can be born from that. If you dodge "I won't let them cut me". If you protect someone "I won't let them die". If you attack "I will cut them".

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Sunday, May 22nd, 2005

Subject:I'm home
Time:11:39 pm.
Heya Folks

As some of you know, I'm back in town finally. I got in about 11:30 saturday night.

I'm starting my summer classes monday May 23. They will go from 7:45am to 10:00am. This shouldn't really affect any plans we have/make since most of you are either at school, not awake, or don't feel like leaveing the house yet. I'm adding another class on June 13th that goes from 10:15 to 12:00. Again this shouldn't really affect any plans we may have/make.

What will affect any plans will be my parents mood. There was an accident at school and they are very angry about it. So it's not a good idea to go running around town until they cool off. I'm putting a hold on any and all plans that I have going (anime meetings, Santa day caroling, RPG things) until they calm down. There are some exception to this. First is starting wednesday or thursday anyone who wants a ride home from Iron Jail should meet me at the library door before 2:15 (maybe 2:20 if I get lazy). Second is the outing I'm planning with/for Ellinore. This one is still on because she is leaving out of town at the end of the week (i think it's friday, but it might be saturday) for her own summer classes. The third and last exception is if any of you want to drop by my house to hang out or say hi. Be aware I can't garuntee rides back (to where-ever you need to go) and it is unlikely that I'll be able to take off with you. I'm really sorry about all this guys (but my parents can't stay mad too long, can they?)

Right now I am unpacking/cleaning up my room so I can study in it (and maybe walk through it without stepping on a CD or some clothes). My cell phone is still active for the time being, but I'm not allowed to answer it. TXT Messages will still work though. And of course there is the house phone. I hope to see you all (or at least talk to you) soon.

Till then.....

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